I have been busy hiding something that only me, my husband and a few other people know about. Now I guess, is the best time to let it out.

I haven’t been feeling too well the last few months, I’m always sleepy and lazy, feeling sick to my stomach and dizzy most of the time. Yes those are some of the symptoms of pregnancy, it was the last thing I needed at this time, but whats done is done, I’m going to love this baby just as much as I love Shaikha. The good news for me is that it will be the last.

Other than that, I have also been busy working on having my mom visit us here in Bahrain, its been 11 years now. Its the best timing ever, she will be here for Shaikha’s first birthday (YAY). Its going to be so special.

I haven’t been out with my friends for a while, I really miss them, But I’m surely going to do something tomorrow.

Anyways, to keep it short, I have a great non-personal blog post coming up for next time, so stay in touch!

I think that we should all take life as it comes and as it is given to us, and that we should all love and accept our own lives and try to grow around that instead of wasting time wishing for other ones.

I love my life just the way it is, although I have been through some hard times and times even harder than them, but I still love my life and wouldn’t change it for a thing or take back any of the mistakes that I have made; because in my point of view, I believe that our mistakes or the bad things that happen to us in life are what make the good things after them, and that they are what makes them even better and more appreciated. You never know how your life would be if you could take back a mistake or a bad thing; it could change the whole way you are living your life, and that could go either way. And sometimes, Your biggest mistake or the worst thing that has happened to you could turn out to the best thing that has ever happened to you while you might not even know it.

And you know?
The times that you were at your lowest point in your life, the times that you felt like your heart was going to explode or the times that you felt like your life was over, or when you feel like you took the biggest fall ever that just made you feel like you could never get up again, you know what times I’m talking about, Those are probably the best moments in your life. Because one day when you do finally get to see that your life is still going on and you can wipe your tears or get the strength to stand back up and brush the dust of pain off of your soon to start healing wounds, you are going to notice that you are still alive, and that there will come a time that you will smile again, and that you are actually strong enough to live. What really defines that point of your life as one of the best is the next time you feel the same way you did before, and look back at how you grew and blossomed, you can honestly tell yourself that everything is going to be alright, and you can actually believe yourself when you say it; because that’s what happened the last time.

The sphere theory?
When dealing with most things in life, just take a step back and look at it from a different perspective. Imagine your life as a sphere, and you are in the centre of it along with all what is going on in your life around you. How are you going to be able to look at anything around you without turning your back at another thing that might help you get through what you need to get through?
You have to be able to pull yourself out of that sphere, get something to stand on, and look at your whole sphere (your life or situation) from an angle where you can see everything at one together, only then will you be able to know what’s going on, where your going to have to stand and how to fix what you need to fix. and it also wouldn’t hurt to look at some of the spheres around you, just don’t go comparing.

Lots of people look at life in such different ways from different angles, some make the good parts of life look so bad while others make the bad parts look so so good. but I guess that its good to be a little bit of both, just so you don’t get a shock when good goes bad or when bad goes good.

In the end, I do know that I have been way too positive to be true, but believe me, I know that there are a lot of bad things in life and that even good things can go sour and turn into awful things, but it really helps if you look at them from this prospective, take everything in, and work on making the future the best that you can by using your past (Good or bad) as a tool to light your path.

for all you readers that have followed my site before, I have been so busy with life lately.

Here are the updates:

• Had a baby
• lost my job for being a mom, what an ass of a boss she was.
• Finally found me, yay. Turns out being me is much easier than being who everyone else expects me to be.
• As you can see I have really changed a lot of things on the site.

Other than that, whats the deal with the DDRF people??

The year that I finally get a chance to go there, it had to get canceled. My friend and I had the whole trip planned out, I even convinced Faisal to babysit the baby on his own for a few days while I would be gone, too bad huh?

Anyways, I’ll be back soon with something interesting for you to read about.

As you can see, this page is still a bit empty right now, but no worries! I will be working on it today and hopefully, I will be able to have my real first post up by tomorrow. YAY!